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Wont remember by Aeterus, literature

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Wont remember

This pictures burning my eyes like liquid metal right through the skull I wont remember any of them- Any of them This voices a rising storm in my ears crushing any hope of thought I wont remember any of them- Any of them This darkness swallowing every bit of hope leaves nothing but the pain I wont remember any of it- Any of it This pain like braking every bone slicing every vein I wont remember any of it- Any of it No I wont remember it Nothing of this shit ...is worth remembering

Wozu Leben by Aeterus, literature

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Wozu Leben

Ein kalter Schauer, legt sich über meine Seele, selbst wenn ich Lache. Jede Stunde jeder Tag, ist wie ein dunkler Schatten, und werden schattenhafter immerzu. Ich bin es Leid und müde dazu, mich glücklich zu stellen, wenn Ichs doch nicht fühl. Tief schwarze Nacht, ist in meiner Seele angebrochen, nur der Tag wird nimmer kommen. Wo ist das Glück wo ist das Licht, von dem alle immer schwärmen, ich kenn es nicht. Was soll der Eifer was soll die Hektik, es wird doch nichts bleiben, von all dem Streben. All unser Sein wird vergehen, also wozu leben, wenn nichts bleibt bestehen.

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Death by Aeterus, literature

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Death

The Edges of this World are blurring The veil of mist thickens and shroud my sight The Light closes in The cold abates I became warm inside The doubt is gone, the fear erased No Fighting words, no frightend scream Then comes the Shadow, warm and caressing brings soft darkness with its hands I care not I fear not What they would say All my troubles are from yesterday My body stays here bit I will not delay, In this world I shall not stay

Laermschmerz by Aeterus, literature

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Laermschmerz

Der Lärm, der Lärm zerreist mein Hirn Der Lärm in meinem Kopf zerreist die Stille Die Axt schlägt sich durch Mark und Bein Der Schmerz versinkt in Schatten, die mich ersticken Es blendet, Es blendet und ich werde blind bald vom Geschrei und will nur Stille, Stille Zum Atmen, zum Seufzen und Weinen, Weinen bis es nicht mehr geht bis alles ertrinkt in meiner Trauer und meinem Schmerz Schmerz der nie versiegt und Trauer die Erstickt bis sie befreit

Schmerz des Lebens by Aeterus, literature

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Schmerz des Lebens

Ich bin nicht hier Ich bin nicht da Ich tu nur so und tu nur so Bis der Schmerz des Lebens wiederkehrt Die dunkelste aller Nächte, nun die meine wird Werf mich zu Boden, gegen Wände Suche,suche,suche den sanften Schmerz, der mich befreit Kein Schrein,kein jammern,kein flehen bin nun wieder Heim gekehrt Das Leben das mich tötet jede Nacht ich kann nicht rein will doch nicht raus

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You've Endured So Many Storms That You Became One by PeppermintPictures, literature

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You've Endured So Many Storms That You Became One

You have endured so many storms that you became one. Your mother was a tsunami. Her emotions came in waves and crashed down on you like “this is all your fault”. Her high-tide flooded your basement. There’s water damage in your roots. She taught you how to swim when you were five years old, but somehow you’ve been drowning for seventeen years. You once told me that you hid all the knives in your house so that the waves wouldn’t carry them away. Your father was a thunderstorm. His voice shook your house so much, I could have almost sworn that you lived by train tracks. His thought clouds generated enough el

Bridge by AOnceSuicidalPoet, literature

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Bridge

Steep, Deep Bridge Be my rest tonight Haunt me in my dreams Make me scream Make me fear But know That you will never never, make me die. I stand on your side Prepared To step over the chain to moulded wooden plank Over river, deep, cold, secluded, dark. My final home I see my love run Sighted, I hurry To attempt the climb, the leap he reaches me grabs me, holds me back his cheek hot against my neck The illusion snaps I look down and gasp My love pulls me back I give in hands let go of chain Leg slips off touches ground I turn, look into eyes Safety, life, love Fear. A tear slips down my cheek He wipes if with his thumb Bridge, sweet br

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Germany
Deviant for 14 years
www.facebook.com/aeterus.art
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I'm an autodidact.
I'm open to constructive Criticism.
I'm always willing to learn new ways to improve my work.

I love Pen & Paper RPG's and Magic the Gathering.
I currently run my Group of young vampires through ancient Rome, and it's a lot of Fun.

PS: All I'm Submitting was produced by me (just because i was asked)

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Philosophy and any kind of Science in particular Biology (and of course Art in its different forms)